No Day But Today

I am feeling surprisingly well today. I really do think that not having the Ativan helped. We'll see though, I'm sure I'll have to take one eventually to get to sleep as long as I'm on the Decadron...probably when I have to go back to work Monday and won't be able to stay awake til 1:00am like I did last night.

I got up early, walked around the house with my wig on for awhile til I got tired of it and went for the bald look. Then I threw a bandana on and walked to the post office, came back home and just piddled around in the yard a bit. It feels so good to be outside and moving. I'm not real good at just sitting around, so I'm trying to stay active when I feel good enough to do so. I think the fresh air and just moving my body helps me feel better.

Now it's raining and I'm listening to some good music. I opened up my garage and just stood there enjoying the rain which is one of my all-time favorite things, being out in the rain in a covered area.

Off to take a nap now. It's been a good day!!!

Update: I watched 'Rent' tonight, here are some of the lyrics to a song that was in it: "There is no future, there is no past, thank God this moment's not the last. There's only us, there's only this, forget regret, or life is yours to miss. No other road, no other way...no day but today. Will I lose my dignity, will someone care, will I wake tomorrow from this nightmare? There's only now, there's only here, give in to love or live in fear, no other path, no other way...no day but today."